p s e u d o r e a l

Better Than Real Because It's Not.

Saturday June 25th 2016, 2:58 pm
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(Apr 30) Odds and ends and dorks.

A trip did not end well for someone

only slightly larger than actual nyc rats
The Union Rat looks down upon Fulton St.

I got a VR headset free in a promotion

Wednesday March 30th 2016, 9:28 am
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(Mar 8) Ran across this photo from September 2005. It is yet another example of something that happened over ten years ago that feels like three or four at the most.

the discovery is contributing to my anxiety
This was supposed to be my passport photo back in September 2005.

Thursday January 21st 2016, 11:49 pm
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(Jan 15) I feel like I am returning to the past, except it’s a good thing to feel the energy of a Internet bubble. Just like 1999. And just like 1999 there may be trouble just around the bend. It remains to be seen how much exposure I have to the bubble bursting. Last time I was pretty much unaffected. (I Wish I could say the same about the Great Recession.)

problem dog that he is
I worry I might not be able to take him with me

which perhaps is why it's a problem, quite a lot of time has in fact, passed
I remember this, like it was just a few years ago.

really, i don't
I don’t even remember this boy

this guy, i remember, very well
The past is past. But it makes me who I am today.

i will always miss him
Atlas now is the same age as Billy was in this photo from 1998.

Thursday December 10th 2015, 1:27 am
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(Nov 28) Things had been looking up. How quickly things turn to crap.

on the way up
I left for upstate on a positive note.

near death experience
Second time on the LIRR I thought I might be dying. Two weeks later, I’m still sick.

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Sunday November 22nd 2015, 5:10 pm
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(Nov 7) November is significant in pseudoreal because it is the month I moved to Brooklyn, it is the month I left Brooklyn, and it was the time of the end for Billy. I have still not returned. I will not return in November 2015. But I will return. In 2016. I can feel it.

thanks, cloud
How could this be an 8 hour job, right?

I should have cropped this, right?
For some reason this scene reminded me of this.

this is a little over the top though
I expected to get bit, involving myself in a dog/cat attack.

no margin of error
The things I do to keep a stinky dog alive.

it's time for crème brûlée
I bought a mini-torch. This can only mean one thing.