p s e u d o r e a l

Better Than Real Because It's Not.

Wednesday March 30th 2016, 9:28 am
Filed under: General

(Mar 8) Ran across this photo from September 2005. It is yet another example of something that happened over ten years ago that feels like three or four at the most.

the discovery is contributing to my anxiety
This was supposed to be my passport photo back in September 2005.

Monday August 13th 2012, 11:47 pm
Filed under: General

(Mar 25) I’ve left Port Jeff for the third time now, second time leaving the same location. Moving is killing me inside.

toward the garage
A last look out my bedside window

the attic
This was the office side

twas my refuge, for a time
And this was the bed side

george's couches
Emptied of all that was ours

for rent again
Soon to be someone else’s

Monday July 09th 2012, 2:03 am
Filed under: General

(Dec 14) The Port Jefferson Dickens Festival was afoot. Those who wanted to look good went to see Nan for costumes.

masonic lodge
December around here, starts with the Dickens Festival.

This tour, by automobile.

east main street
“Dickens Alley”

father christmas
What are those adults asking for for Christmas? Mortage payments?


The tax collector’s office, now the Long Island Music Hall of Fame

The wheels of pain

there's a lot of wood
In among the logs…

Many things grow

it's a woodland critter

just not the kind that run around
of which there’s more than one among us

To Pete, this is called inventory.

Saturday June 30th 2012, 11:43 pm
Filed under: General

(Nov 29) It’s become crazy time. My landlord is liquidating his life’s possessions. I’m trying to keep mine from going out the door with his. Still don’t know where I’m going to land, and Port Jefferson doesn’t feel like home because of it.

blue yeti
At one corner of my desk

Viza gave me this. I wonder if Josh still has his?

wreathes o' electric
The town has decorated for the season and its Dickens Festival

through the lookingthrough glass
The car still feels like something new and transient in my life

won't buy again
This pre-seasoned chicken was all that seemed suitable. It was horrible.

thanksgiving oven
My gesture toward the holiday.

it's coming right at you!
Port Jefferson Village

strange things have been afoot at casa george
Tick tick tick. That’s the sound of Port Jefferson running out.

Wednesday May 09th 2012, 7:43 pm
Filed under: General

(Oct 29) No Halloween Parade (again). Maybe next year.

Behind the windshield


or neither
Or litter?