p s e u d o r e a l

Better Than Real Because It's Not.


Thursday January 21st 2016, 11:49 pm
Filed under: General

(Jan 15) I feel like I am returning to the past, except it’s a good thing to feel the energy of a Internet bubble. Just like 1999. And just like 1999 there may be trouble just around the bend. It remains to be seen how much exposure I have to the bubble bursting. Last time I was pretty much unaffected. (I Wish I could say the same about the Great Recession.)

problem dog that he is
I worry I might not be able to take him with me

which perhaps is why it's a problem, quite a lot of time has in fact, passed
I remember this, like it was just a few years ago.

really, i don't
I don’t even remember this boy

this guy, i remember, very well
The past is past. But it makes me who I am today.

i will always miss him
Atlas now is the same age as Billy was in this photo from 1998.


Sunday January 10th 2016, 1:21 am
Filed under: General

(Jan 7) Another new year. It resembles nothing so much as the end of last year.

my bed is romeo's new favorite place to be
It is a rare thing now for me to sleep alone. I have both of them at least half the week.

but he usually prefers the bed
Atlas has tended to lie down next to me, wherever I happen to be.

don't let him fool you, he's a troublemaker
I didn’t arrange the comforter, he did that himself.


Thursday December 17th 2015, 12:28 am
Filed under: General

(Dec 16) This is very symbolic of the problems I’m going to run into when it comes time to leave. Presuming that happens on my schedule and not someone else’s.

anchors
I need my own future.


Tuesday November 24th 2015, 8:44 am
Filed under: General

(Nov 17) I was at the everup launch.

footprints of telephone kiosks
Do you recognize these?

in this area, that's normal
Lots of noise, little progress.

these must have cost a few bucks
Apparently he takes the train from Ronkonkoma.

we had an office on rector st.
Back in my Wall Street ‘hood.

no. 1 broadway
Here, it begins.

birth!
Everup has launched!

it's nice to gaze upon you again
Hello, old friend.


Sunday November 22nd 2015, 5:10 pm
Filed under: General

(Nov 7) November is significant in pseudoreal because it is the month I moved to Brooklyn, it is the month I left Brooklyn, and it was the time of the end for Billy. I have still not returned. I will not return in November 2015. But I will return. In 2016. I can feel it.

thanks, cloud
How could this be an 8 hour job, right?

I should have cropped this, right?
For some reason this scene reminded me of this.

this is a little over the top though
I expected to get bit, involving myself in a dog/cat attack.

no margin of error
The things I do to keep a stinky dog alive.

it's time for crème brûlée
I bought a mini-torch. This can only mean one thing.