p s e u d o r e a l

Better Than Real Because It's Not.

Sunday June 21st 2015, 11:13 pm

(May 22) I don’t know why I’m still here. I could explain it factually, but intellectually, it makes no sense.

it is past time for progress
Spring has sprung and soon it will be summer

but what to do?
My view is indeed blocked.

The signs are not encouraging

sworn enemies of the sullenberger
They nearly got run over by someone impatient to park

at least it's not buried in snow, right?
Supply Your Own Bus Stop Seating

I don’t know what this is, but I love it.

is there time to change it?
Is it a warning or a glimpse of the future?

Friday June 12th 2015, 9:24 pm

(May 18) To the city.

today it's the stairs
LIRR is always building something
Usually at a speed glaciers find intolerably slow

train and bus
The hub

tired time
The return home

can crocs go away forever soon, please?
The Giant’s Crocs

accept no foreign butt plugs!
Glad to see they bought American

it is not from envy
I am green.

Tuesday June 09th 2015, 1:26 am

(May 16) Now that Junior and Kevin are gone, it’s quiet here. (and the house is a lot less messy) For how long?

billy level attached
He’s getting pretty attached to me.

but this little boy had some bad breaks
I didn’t want another dog

he looks like the dog strangers think they see when they look at him
Speaking of another dog… I love how Romeo looks when he runs.

sure looks scary here
He’s so gentle and mellow, he lets other dogs stick their heads in his food bowl while he’s eating.

i am trapped in the darkness

never reaching the other side
Back and forth along the curve,

Wednesday May 27th 2015, 12:22 pm

(May 15) I’ve gone to the dogs.

he's started using my chest as a pillow at night
I think we’ve reached the point where I can’t leave him behind

just like billy used to do
He’s taken to following me around

my little boy
It would be wrong to leave him, especially here.

pete always chooses the easy thing over the right thing
To be honest, I don’t trust Pete to do right by Romeo either.

Sunday May 24th 2015, 1:04 pm

(May 4) Like that, suddenly, he was gone. I told him his singing always gets him in trouble. That’s because he only sings when he’s using. I took him to work at six o’clock, when he returned in the evening, one short argument later he was out.

or something

he got no better at all
In two years the only commitment he made was to the gym

this is what a life of lies looks like

heroin is apparently cheaper than pharmecuticals
We’re pretty sure he’s not going to reach 30